The Albatross
Nina Wan (Pan Macmillan Australia, available now)
The Albatross is our Debut Spotlight for May! Read an interview with first-time author Nina Wan here, plus watch an exclusive reading on our Instagram!
The Albatross begins as Primrose Li takes a detour to Whistles, a waning overlooked public golf course. The neglected green reflects Primrose herself, and it is there as she finally does something just for her.
This book acts as a snapshot of Primrose’s domestic life in the outer suburbs of Melbourne with her husband, daughter, and a building sense of dread. When asked why she gave up her job in journalism she states: ‘It was a little tiring to have a view about everything, take a position for or against. It took its toll.’ But the true proverbial ‘albatross around her neck’ is not revealed until later and is far more devastating.
Wan has written an insightful, reflective book on finding your way.
Primrose’s life lacks purpose, and the meandering prose is a mirror of this. As a protagonist she is initially hard to discern. But this is a book about second chances and as Primrose continues to practice, golf acts as an extended metaphor. With each swing, her power, voice and joy begin to return: ‘Every nerve in my body is alive with the unexpected delight, the satisfying bliss of arrival’.
Alongside this comes a rumination on what it means to belong. With her marriage reeling from illness and potential infidelity, Primrose is faced with Peter, the boy she loved twenty years ago who is now serendipitously living across the road. We see flashbacks to their quiet youthful relationship, set against the backdrop of the early 2000s with the faint smell of Lynx in the air. Peter and his Chinese Australian family, with their harp in the window and their yacht, represent the immigrant dream of assimilation and prosperity that Primrose’s parents seek. These snapshots of young love show us Primrose’s burgeoning understanding of difference still hasn’t matured despite the passing of time.
Primrose reflects on those moments with Peter’s family: ‘It was like peering into the future and knowing in your heart that you were in the right place despite all the feelings of not quite belonging.’ While Primrose feels on the periphery of Australian culture, Peter’s class and wealth shield him from marginalisation. It is not until the latter half of the novel does the plot really kick in as Primrose is challenged to finally use her voice.
In golf, an albatross—three-under-par in a single hole—is considered even more impressive than a hole-in-one. ‘It’s a thing of beauty. One. Two. It must be very deliberate, very thoughtful, one superb shot followed by another.’ To truly succeed, you need more than a fluke—but to take action. For Primrose, this is addressing her marriage, her cultural identity and what exactly she wants for her future.
The Albatross tackles a lot of topics—illness, young love, marriage, mental illness, isolation, marginalisation, trauma—and not all to the depth they deserve. But ultimately, Nina Wan has written an insightful and reflective book on finding your way.
—Rosie Ofori Ward


