Late Bloomer
Clem Bastow (Hardie Grant and Bolinda Audio, available now)
Late Bloomer is our First Book Club pick for August—join Ellen Cregan and Clem Bastow for a free online conversation event in partnership with Yarra Libraries on Tuesday 10 August!
Ever wondered what it is like to be diagnosed Autistic? Or have you ever thought you could be Autistic but you do not know how and where to begin? Cultural critic and Autism advocate Clem Bastow has done the research for the curious reader, the undiagnosed and the newly diagnosed.
Bastow explains Autism in layman’s terms, while adding examples of her own lived experiences. The author, a fangirl of pop culture, intersperses the book with references to her favourite things, such as dinosaurs, movies, cosplaying and fan fiction. I loved the nostalgic pop-culture references.
Late Bloomer should be a conversation starter, one that can open up empathy and support for those with late-diagnosis Autism.
Moving backwards in time, we are given a glimpse of how Clem grew up with supportive parents and the privileges of a white, suburban upbringing. Her life and career is deeply imbedded in the arts: music criticism, performance, script writing, broadcasting and public speaking. She established herself as an entertainment journalist, working overseas. Her Autism diagnosis came later, in her thirties. Clem has mixed feelings about the diagnosis, stating:
To discover, or to be reassured, that you are Autistic when you are well into adulthood, is to be pitched headfirst into paradoxical thinking. In one breath, I longed for the interventions and therapies that I missed, while in the other I wished for all Autistic children to allowed to simply be.
As someone who also received a late diagnosis, I know it can be a difficult path, fraught with challenges for medical access and stigma. The tensions between diagnosis, reflection and self-acceptance can be found in this book. There are words in this memoir that belong to a list of ableist words (words like ‘idiocy’ and ‘crippling’). However, ultimately, Late Bloomer is about acceptance and celebration.
The humour of Late Bloomer is accentuated by the typesetting. Bastow has used capitalised letters, exclamation points and indented paragraphs with smaller, italicised fonts to create more emphasis for Autistic readers like me. I found that the audiobook by Bolinda, narrated by the author, gave the words even more context.
Despite being a memoir, Bastow had added a brilliant section at the end of the book about the experiences of others who are also #ActuallyAutistic. It isn’t clear how these perspectives were sourced or if there is any diversity in representation among the interviewees, highlighting the need for more variety of perspectives on Autism in publishing. As Bastow notes: ‘In Melbourne, for example, you can count on one hand the number of clinics adept at diagnosing Autism in girls and women … Race and class also contribute to vast disparities in diagnosis.’
Late Bloomer should be a conversation starter, one that can open up empathy and support for those with late-diagnosis Autism. There are many more #OwnVoices just waiting to be heard.
— CB Mako



