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Debut Spotlight: 5 Questions

Thomas Vowles

Interview

Each month we celebrate an Australian debut release of fiction or non-fiction in the Kill Your Darlings Debut Spotlight feature. For June that debut is Our New Gods by Thomas Vowles (UQP), a literary psychological thriller set in Melbourne’s queer scene.

Can you tell us about your journey to publication?

About twelve years ago, I decided that I wanted to be writing, and that I wanted to be living a life built around writing. So I went to a film school. I studied screenwriting. While I was there, I got the message that it takes about ten years—that’s sort of the standard before you’re working at a level where people want to make your movies or publish your books. And I just committed to the process. So, publishing my first book is, of course, like a dream come true. It’s what I’ve been working towards. And also, the way I’m approaching it is thinking of it as a part of this bigger project [to create] a body of work.

Our New Gods is the most gripping and haunting psychological thriller we’ve read in a long time. What draws you to this genre?

Genre is a place to be naughty and subversive and to explore the parts of ourselves that we would maybe prefer to hide from. And the psychological thriller is where we’re really confronted with our contradictions and ambiguities, and [with] the kind of terror of unreliability that’s at the heart of existence. And that excites me—to take a queer person, a queer body, and put them within these conventions and these tropes, and offer them the full breadth of their humanity that has been denied as we have been excluded from these genre stories historically. Like, where are we? So, there’s also a creative impulse towards those opportunities. And aesthetically, it’s just my jam—thrill me!

As an experienced screenwriter, how did your writing process and approach to this project differ?

For the first time, I was able to really sit in someone’s internal experience and for that to be how the story was being told through being very close to how someone was interpreting things and that subjectivity. Very hard to do in film—film as a form is so different of course you’re looking at someone from the outside and you’re telling the story through action and the audience member is making meaning from action whereas a book I had this feeling when I was writing it of like fuck I can do anything I can as long as I stay with this character and stay true to their internal experience like Where do you want to go? Let’s go.

Set in the Melbourne queer scene, the setting in Our New Gods is vivid and immersive. What is your approach to crafting setting—do you work from memory and imagination, or do you write as you experience place?

Yeah, it’s both. It’s a mix. Of course, as a writer, you’re inventing to meet the demands of story. But also, and especially with this book, which is set in Melbourne—and I live in Melbourne—I’m drawing upon experiences of place to honour truth. As an example, there’s a scene in the book that’s set in the street party that happens once a year for Midsumma [Festival] in Collingwood. I wrote that scene remembering the party. A year rolls around. I’m back at the party. I’m looking around like, oh, this is so much more hectic than how I remember it. So, then as I was redrafting, I was trying to bring in that energy to get closer to the truth of that experience.

How do you want your reader to feel after reading Our New Gods?

There’s an experience that I want the reader to have through the journey of the book, which is connected to feeling unsettled, being thrilled, chilled and shaken. And that leads you on a psychological experience into the darker parts of the psyche. But then once the book is over, like, honey, sorry, but you’re on your own! Like, what you do with that is up to you. I want people to have a personal response to it. For me, that would be like success.


You can pick up a copy of Our New Gods at your local bookstore today.

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