Inside the Writing Process
On fitting in side projects when full time work is demanding…
I’ve always tried to fit in other writing projects – I’ve written books and screenplays alongside my work at The Saturday Paper.
It shifts the kind of thinking I’m doing. If anything I feel more invigorated with the paper if I’m also writing on the side. I don’t know if there’s any strict logic for it, but somehow being more exhausted and doing more projects produces better outcomes for the paper than if I was just doing the paper and using my time away from it to be idle.
I am increasingly doing away with a lot of the workmanlike thinking I used to have about writing. I was, in my mind at least, resentful or mocking of people who wrote only in specific circumstances or went away to retreats to write. I thought you should be able to pull out your pad at your kitchen table and finish your book. Having written two books that way, I’m now starting to think that maybe there is some beauty in having time to think about what you’re doing.
‘I’m now starting to think that maybe there is some beauty in having time to think about what you’re doing.’
On creative drive and learning what you shouldn’t do…
I was talking to Helen Garner for a profile about the difference between jealousy and envy. Helen quoted someone as defining jealousy as the fear of losing what you have and envy being the anger about the things you don’t have.
I’ve always felt that drive of envy – I’ve felt my whole life has been about wanting to be the best at things and I think, like anyone who wants to be the best, I’m probably subconsciously or even explicitly trying to prove something. I thought for a while that I would never be content because there are so many things I want to do, and that’s not a great way to deal with anxiety.
I’m becoming more aware of things that I shouldn’t do – just because privilege affords me the capacity to start projects I want to start, doesn’t mean I should be the person to do those things.
On perfectionism…
I worked for a time under the misapprehension that there was such thing as a perfect newspaper and I thought it was my mission to make one.
I’ve come to appreciate the fact that news is, by its nature, imperfect. You will never have all of it and what you do have will never be exactly as you want it. You can try to improve pieces, but the thirty-two page miracle that is this particular newspaper has to accept that things are not going to be perfect and that’s the reality. Having come to some kind of peace with that, I’ve managed to let go a little bit.
‘Just because privilege affords me the capacity to start projects I want to start, doesn’t mean I should be the person to do those things.’
On reconnecting writing with journalism…
I encourage other writers or journalists to view the writing of their story as being as important as the getting of that story – and that’s not necessarily always the view held by a newspaper or by news journalists.
The other side of that is realising that journalism is not so tricky. It’s a few phone calls to people, being persistent, and having a willingness to check things until you know they’re true. After that, all you’re doing is finding a way to tell that story. I’m always encouraging people who are not journalists to do journalism because I think as an industry we have attempted to exclude voices by pretending what we do is really tricky.
On advice to anyone who doesn’t know what they want to do…
People are always asking for advice on writing, but I don’t know. I just encourage people to do it. Just get up and do things. That’s a grotesquely privileged answer – but I never knew what I wanted to do, I just got up one morning when I was fourteen or fifteen and decided I wanted to be a writer, so I went to a magazine and they gave me a job. My life since then has just been getting up and deciding to do new things.
